Bleah...
Mood:  accident prone
Well, this has been one of the most fucked up weeks of my entire 16 year long life. My relations are going down the crapper, two or more of my friends want to pop off my Bf, and i'm stuck trying to find a god damned job or I lose my bf either way.
Yeah, what a nice life.... *eye roll* I want to kill or at least hurt something or someone, though i know i dont have the damned guts to do either...or so i think...I might not pull the triger, but i can still swing a baseball bat... so sue me if I dont feel like being nice anymore, I just want to get on with my crappy life and make the most of it...as many fuckin obsticals as there may be...yeah, I'm set to tell the friends, "go right the fuck ahead..." when they say they can do something...and I stated that thing in the above already so dont bother asking.

I think thats enough ranting and Raving for now...TTYL...

>.> <.< (parinoid)
Mood:  mischievious
Dear Journal...
Today I can finaly chat with my medium, I've been busy the past few days and havent been able to chat. I really need to talk to them, but I have to wait till they're available...*sigh*

Last night I had a verry interesting dream, I wont go into details but it was very sweet.

Uhh....dont know what else to put... *sweat*
Meh, ttyl...

*yawn*
Mood:  suave
Well, things couldnt get much better. I've been attempting to chat with a friend, and my messages and trinkets seem to be getting to them. They must be fairly happy cause the water is soo calm it looks as though it were glass.
My mind is confusing me, thinking of one thing and doing another. I know those who know my thoughts are probably trying to make sense of my actions and thoughts. I wish them luck because not even I am able to make sense.
I have strong feelings for two people, one I am in possesion of, and the other is...uh...well..."in my head" so to speak.... *sweat drop* yeah I know that sounds insane, but I never said you had to beleive me... *sigh* well....have fun for today....ttyl...

What Fun
Mood:  cheeky
Good evening,
today was interesting, sure there are a few hours left I could care less... I find myself heading down an interesting path, with more than one bridge to cross. Things arent as easy as most make them out to be, and I'm finding myself in a rather interesting mess... Though it has been interesting, I've been learning about several things that should more than likely been left unsaid, though do I ever listen to the rules? not often enough for others liking...

My friend G is an interseting bloke, spending time with him around has proven rather fun. Also, M and P are interesting people aswell...you know who you are so i wont be putting much detail into this. But P, if you are reading this, well...dont be surprised latter... ^_- if ya catch me meanin....

well...thats all for now...ttyl!